Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Random songs...

Recently, I've been very addictive to these songs....
1. 梁静茹 - 崇拜
2. Mariah Carey - Always be my baby
3. The Carpenters - Close To You (They Long To Be)

1. 梁静茹 - 崇拜
詞:陳沒 曲:彭學斌 編曲:陳建騏


你的姿態 你的青睞
我存在在你的存在
你以為愛 就是被愛
你揮霍了我的崇拜

我活了 我愛了 我都不管了
心愛到瘋了 恨到算了 就好了
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
幸福好不容易 怎麼你卻不敢了呢

我還以為我們能 不同於別人
我還以為不可能的 不會不可能

風箏有風 海豚有海
我存在在我的存在
所以明白 所以離開
所以不再為愛而愛
自己存在 在你之外

2. Mariah Carey - Always be my baby

We were as one, babe

for a moment in time.
And it seemed everlastiing,
that you would always be mine.
Now you want to be free,
so I'll let you fly,
'cause I know in my heart, babe,
our love will never die.

You'll always be a part of me.

I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.

I ain't gonna cry, no,

and I won't beg you to stay.
I you're determined to leave boy,
I will not stand in your way.
But inevitably
you'll be back again,
'cause you know in your heart, babe,
our love will never end.

You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.
I know that you'll be back, boy,
when your days and your nights
get a little bit colder.
I know that you'll be right back, baby.
Baby, believe me, it's only a
matter of time, time.

You'll always be a part of me.

I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.

You'll always be a part of me.

I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.

3. The Carpenters - Close To You

Why do birds suddenly appear

Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a
dream come true
So they sprinkled moon-dust
In your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

[ break ]

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a
dream come true
So they sprinkled moon-dust
In your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

(Ah, aahh, aahh) Close to you
(Ah, aahh, aahh) Close to you
(Ah, aahh, aahh) Close to you
(Ah, aahh, aahh) Close to you

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Flirtatious?

What is flirt? I wonder how ppl define flirt. For me, flirting is like doing sweet stuff like they're couple but they're not. I asked Ivan, my cousin jz now how he define flirt. He says it's like guy and gal, acting as if they're couple but they're not in a relationship. This include verbally and physically. Maybe. I don't know. What i know is when someone is flirting or flirt too much, u won't know which phrase he/she say is real or fake. It's hard to trust that person if he/she didn't assure u that it's true. If u take things seriously, or sometimes, u take what a flirtatious person say seriously, u might accidentally hurt yourself by falling into the trap without yourself realising it.

Friday, May 16, 2008

feelings...

I always look happy, don't I? but sometimes i don't know whether i'm really that happy or not. i would laugh loudly, n smile and everything but deep down, i don't know what are my real feelings. Yesterday and day before yesterday, i was feeling very very down. i don't know what's wrong with me. People around me still think i'm happy cuz i still laugh and smile but deep down, i'm feeling very down. I don't know is it love or studies. Something was troubling me and i don't know what is that. how pathetic is that la? I really feel like doing something crazy to release my that don't know why tension. But too bad, everyone else was busy preparing for finals except me cuz my next paper will be on sat afternoon while others have paper on friday. Then, i told kang liang that i'm really feeling down. It's like i don't know what to do with myself to cheer myself up. He was being sweet. A real fren he is indeed. He actually offer to come to cyber from damansara jz to accompany me cuz i'm being very moody. I was really touched. But he need to travel like 1 hour to reach cyber jz to cheer me up? It's a bit crazy la. i feel bad cuz later midnight he need to travel back alone again. Thou i really wanna let loose but i shouldn't trouble a fren that way. I was in the library then he called, he really can cheer me up. He was talking to me and i don't know why i slowly feel much better. He was joking and stuff. After talking to him, i really feel so much better. No need to release tension d. Thanks kang liang!!!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Maths was horrible..

I have mathematical programming paper on wed. it was horrible. hate it so much. i didn't slp for d whole nite jz to study this shit. i try to hard to figure out the stupid kuhn tucker and the interior algorithm point and some matrices. then went for the paper, it was easy. i mean the question look easy but i don't really know how to do 2 questions. 1 is kuhn tucker that cost 5 marks and the big M method. i was kinda slpy when i was solving the big M method question. then i realised sth was wrong, impossible the answer is that long, then by the time i realised i'm wrong, i don't have enough time to finish up. so sad. i was feeling kinda down and stressed up jz bcuz of that paper.

Evening, went to sk to eat. wanted to eat marmite chicken wing that boon boon recommended. but when we wanted to make our order, they say finish already. so we ordered something else. instead of marmite chicken wing, we ordered marmite chicken. hmmm, i took some pics after we eat cuz i forgotten to take b4 we eat. haha. too hungry. we ordered so much that at last we have to force ourselves to finish it.
haha.
oh oh, chiu wuen and i took pics of boon boon eating watermelon nonstop and made it into a video. lol. she really loves watermelon i guess.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Finals..

okay, i know it's been a week since i last update my blog. i told sandra i'll update at least once a week. but i'm having finals now. nth much interesting in my life recently. jz slping and studying or do whatsoever nonsense that are a waste of time. jz like now, it's 4.19am and i'm suppose to be studying for my mathematical programming paper that i will be having at 9am, yet i'm posting blog. i'm really worried bout the paper but i really don't have the mood to study. something is really wrong with me. i've been like that since the 1st paper on sunday. i'm worried but i'm not. it's like i don't feel like studying at all. i really need some motivation to study more. til then, i'll update sandra. hahaha. now i need to study back d.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Parents anniversary at bamboo hut..

Okay, now i'll talk about what happened today. lol. So, today is my parents wedding anniversary. We have dinner at bamboo hut with my dad's golfers frenz aka neighbours. Aunty adree prepared quite nice settings. The special one for wedding anniversary. So, we have a 5 course meal. 1st was caesar salad. I didn't bother to take pic cuz i forgotten about it. Then, came the mushroom soup with garlic bread. It's very nice soup. It's not from the campbell can okay. It's the real blended, cooked mushroom soup. Then, we have the main course. I don't know what it is called. Oh, and there's two choices. For the couples, husband has the one with seafood and the wife has the one with chicken.


After that, dad gave mom the roses that aunty adree prepared for the event. It was sweet. There's 24 roses as it's their 24th anniversary. My mom was surprised. Then, there's the cake cutting and champagne pouring. The pics it's in my dad's camera. So i don't bother to upload them. Oh oh, they have the flaming love after that. After that, we have this big plate of fruits. It was nicely carved and decorated fruits. We have cakes as well. The 1 that my parents cut juz now. It's from secret recipe. Chocolate indulgence. Nice, but i was too full to finish it.


It was a nice dinner with family and family frenz. I love the setting there. Very romantica. haha.

3 accidents in a day..

On monday, i travel back to cyber early in the morning. i push off from my hse around 7am. waited for wee kiat awhile outside his hse. finally, leave malacca toll probably around 7.25am. d traffic was fine. quite smooth sailing. then cin you says looks like gonna rain. i was praying hard, hoping it won't rain. but my prayers didn't work. it rained at last. at 1st it was quite okay, then slowly getting heavier and heavier. as it was raining, i can't speed thou i'm running out of time. i have quiz at 9am.

All of a sudden, cin you shouted, ask me to slow down. Then, i realised there's many cars in front all on their breaks. I was like, 'shit! i'm gonna be late!' I dunno there was traffic jam til i was at the front. There's this lorry i don't know how, overturned and this BMW 3 series front was badly damage. In the car, i saw there's 1 lady stucked inside i guess. I mean who would want to sit in a crashed car unless u'r forced to. So i guess the door got problem or so. That was before senawang i guess.

Then, as i was driving nicely, suddenly, there's traffic jam again. It was before seremban. So we all thought that maybe ppl from seremban rushing to work. That's why jam. But as i was approaching the front, i saw blue siren light. So i was telling cin you, impossible there's a road block in the high way, maybe there's an accident again. True enough, as i was passing by, i saw there's 1 car badly damage also at d centre, near the divider. Then, there's a few crashed cars, by the road side. I guess those that can move, already move to the side. I think this accident involved a few cars. Finally, the road was clear and i reached class on time. I was on time okay. Jz that the rest was early. Cuz when i entered the class, d lecturer smile at me and say she thought i wasn't going to take the quiz.

Next, i'm gonna talk about my journey back to malacca. It was all fine. Then suddenly, i saw another accident. It's on the opposite road. I think it's somewhere near the place where the lorry overturned this morning. I forgotten it's what car but i know it's badly damaged also. The front part of the car was gone. lol. Man, i saw a total of 3 accidents on the highway in a day. Now, i'm starting to get worried. Maybe someday i might be the 1 involved. Pray hard i don't weih.

Sunday, May 4, 2008

sick...

I've been sick since last sunday. so i kinda feel restless to do anything even posting blog. lol. n now i got measles! what a nice time to have it when my finals is jz 1 week away. okay. i shall start from sunday, i woke up and got bad headache. so i stayed home whole day til evening, went dinner and came home. Then my headache worsen. It was d worst headache i've got in my life. My head was like heavier than rocks. So i took panadol and slept. Worse still, i got test 2 for maths d next day. I wasn't really prepared for it. It was a horrible paper and i failed. i got 25/60. so then, monday, after d maths test, i dun hav anymore classes. so i stayed home again and rest/sleep. haha. oh, i took panadols to cure all my headache and fever. i took a total of 11 panadol from sunday til wed. i nv take this many panadols in my life before. Aaron was telling me to go and see doc but i was too lazy to move and i thought fever and headache is nothing, panadol shud cure it. so i don't bother to go for it. Then i travel back on wed evening, i was still okay. everything was fine. had dinner and stuff. The next day was labour day! public hol! yea i really had a public holiday, a proper rest day, i slept whole day. keep wake up and slp, wake up and slp. My mom was angry cuz she thought i was too lazy. but the fact is, i jz can't help waking up. oh wait, i think i slept around 4 sth 5am d nite before. i was ermm, watching series, movies and smsing. that's a bit crazy i know for a sick person. okay, that's for thursday. Friday morning, i went back to cyber for class. maths class, it's important. lol. here comes the interesting part, i was concentrating, then suddenly i realised my hands have red spot. so i reconfirm with san nee asking her if i'm seeing things. she said yea, i have red spots. So then after class, i came back to mlk again. i went to see doc. she checked if i got dengue, but negative sign. So she suspect either dengue or measles. later at nite, i realised my spots are getting more and more, it's MEASLES!!! hell, i hate it. it's itchy and it will spread. so i can't go anywhere but stay home. and i dun hav anymore series to watch. that's d worst part. so i spend my time sleeping, watching some random movies that i got from san nee. Thank god i still have movies to watch. or else i'll be dead bored. i got a funny sms from sandra jz now. she said her mom tell her to come stay over with me cuz she nv got measles b4 and she wants it as she's too free now. gosh! such a crazy idea!

oh wait! i got sth to add. i got an e-mail from my uncle jz now. he send me those pics of my lil cousin! she's so adorable!!! she learnt how to sit already!!!