Relationship often starts sweet and ends bitter.. Well, i would say there's alwiz up and down in life. We jz have to learn to accept, adapt and overcome d problem. That's how we grow from baby to kids, kids to teenagers, teenagers to young adult and so on. Hmm.. Too much to say bout this.. so i'll jz skip this part. Chinese New Year is jz around d corner but things around me are going crazy. My mom with her never ending house chores, cookies and mood swing due to menopause. There's always one thousand and one stuff to do everyday, from morning til late night. Damn, i really think she should be getting a maid instead of making her daughter her personal assistant a.k.a maid. From changing curtains, bedsheets and cushion cover to cleaning her kitchen and common area in d hse to baking cookies and decorating the hse(she claims that without those, there's no cny's mood). D changing curtains, bedsheets and cushion cover part i'm fine with it. But cleaning her kitchen, even those drawer that i would say alright or quite tidy it's jz being ridiculous. Taking everything out then put it back all over again? What's the point? Jz bcuz it's cny n u need to do spring cleaning? what the heck? Then, packing those gifts for relatives and friends. Only she, herself and her know what's on her mind and what she want to give to those people. But she wants me to help her out. How can i read her mind? She jz want me to stand there and assist her in everything. Once i'm out of her sight, she'll jz go crazy. I jz hope she would be rational. She can do those stuff all by herself, why want me to be there? Is not as though it's gonna make things finish faster, the list of things to do in her mind never end. Probably could jz go round the whole universe and it's still not done yet. Baking cookies, or i would say baking is my mom's hobby. But IT'S NOT MINE. Why she want to make her hobby my torture? Thank god i chose not to come back on 1st of Jan. Or else i won't be able to even study a tiny word for my finals as it's her baking period. But then, even thou she supposed to finished her baking by 3rd with my aunt, she still go on baking now. She'll be tellling me there's so many things left to do for cny yet she's still baking. I mean baking cookies is jz an extra part of it. Why wanna waste time baking when u say u dun hav enuf time to do other stuff? It's jz ridiculous. Then, if she's baking and i'm not there to help, she would show her stupid face which says i'm a horrible daughter. Fine, she wants to bake, i'll help her by the cleaning up and all. But what i really can't stand today is that those cookies and jz fine and nice without choc coating. I jz dun understand why she wants to coat it. Even by the look, i would choose to eat the 1 without coating.
I jz don't understand what is wrong with her. Next, is the decorating part. Usually, every year, we'll be doing those decorating by 2 or 3 days before cny which is usually my bro's job. Now, everything depends on me. I'm jz a human, a normal gal. Does she think that i'm a machine or wat? I need my own space and time as well.
Probably ppl would say, jz go out la. Escape from home. I Would LOVE to. but whenever i'm out with my frenz in d afternoon for lunch jz a couple of hours, she would call and start grumbling, wanting me to go home cuz she claims that there's many things to do. She jz can't seems to stay at home alone during the day. The only time i get to go out is night cuz my parents will be out having dinner with their friends and i'll jz skip dinner. She's really driving me nuts. I understand she's going through menopause and it's a bit hard for her to adapt. But does that mean i'm suppose to take everything? I really wish i'm still having classes in Cyber instead of having holiday now. CNY is really a time that contradict a lot to me. It's good cuz we get to wear new stuff and get ang pow. But it's bad cuz there's too many things that need to be done by me. It's not that i'm being sooo lazy or wat. It's jz that she's pushing me too much that drives me crazy.
p/s: I know i didn't post up those sydney stuff and hk/shenzhen stuff on my blog yet. I'm jz too lazy cuz of the connection.
